I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
so much more
I lay dying
and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?

Immense pain in his side. That's all he felt, and he was very cold. He could feel every nerve freezing, screaming out in the bitterness. It was night. He knew that much. He lost control. He felt something falling down his face. It was a fluid. Blood? He couldn't move. He had lost so much blood that he really couldn't concentrate. He could hardly move his body. He tried speaking, but his words were hushed by the cold. The cold had seem to froze his throat. "He...lp," his voice muttered. All raspy and cracked. He felt like a piece of glass. Broken and cold. He felt his hands flutter open, and he looked around. He saw the forest hanging above him. It was dark and very late. His body seemed blue and had no feeling in it. Where was he? How'd he get here?

do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?

He rolled his head to the one side, and felt his neck moving slightly. Then he moved it to the other side. A stinging burning pain hit him quickly and hard. He bounced his head away, and figured thats where the bleeding was coming from. He licked his lips, and attempted to sit up. He looked down his body, all he had on was his red boxer shorts. Where was he before this? He wondered. Most likely his house. No... He realized that it was the night of the full moon. He must have transformed into his lycan stage. But why was he bleeding from the side of the head? He must have hit something when he was running. Shit he thought. He was in the middle of the forest. He was freezing, and he was most likely going to bleed to death. Horrible way to die. He didn't want to die. He wanted to belong. He wanted to be around others. He wanted most of all to find love. He needed love. He had been alone so long. He needed it.

post; complete
mood; rushing
music; Swing Life Away - Rise Against
lyrics; Tourniquet - Evanescence
comments; rawr. this is most likely going to deal with a case so FBI agents only.